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I hate my emotions because everyone else hates my emotions but.

I love my emotions because they are me, even though I am conflicted.

I still think I love myself even if I feel like you don’t.

My overwhelming emotions, my stubbornness & my rage led me to the darkness.

My sensative emotions is why people tend to love me in first place and discard me in the next.

Now I’m wiser, I’ve lived a life with emotions & I’ve suffered a life without emotions.

I am the person who says excuse me, thank you, & I’m sorry; a lot.

Don’t take it as weakness, respect is to be cherished, it takes more to be kind than not be.

The bliss & hardships that comes with feeling too much is an emotional roller-coaster.

Without emotions I don’t want to exist.
Without emotions I didn’t exist.

1luv

We different, birthday.
We different, birth place.
We different, birth time.

We same, from same planet.

We different, body.
We different, mind.
We different, heart.

We same, energy.

We different, reality.
We different, opinions.
We different, walks of life.

We same, life-time.

Be kind.

A man is but the product of his thoughts.
What he thinks, he becomes.
— M. K. Gandhi

I see you, I don’t know what you want.
I can’t think of something I can offer, often you fly around me when my heart is heavy.

Yellow of color, you brighten up my moments.
I’ve shared many conversations with you that no one should hear.

Thank you.

#selfraw #newmoon #m00n

You are tired. Exhausted.
— Keep going.

Mentally, you holding on to the pieces that make up your mind.
— Mind your thoughts.

Dieting isn’t starving.
— don’t be a fool.

Letting go and giving up can be the same and different at the same time.
— replacing & exchange is funnier words for stopping a habit that no longer serves you.

Whilst your mind was beaten and weaken, quitting became something mindless to long for.
— never tell but never stop

When the lights are turned off, the brain office stops coming up with motivating ideas and inspiring goals to strive after.
— overcome needing to create. Sharp your mind with discipline.

You think of yourself as timeless, time alters with you in it / innit.
— be humble

Life isn’t just B&W, you are the beholder of the crayons.
— learn how to become an artist

Your aura is tainted, energy confusing.
— still beautiful

Visual impaired person at the gym.
— be strong in the dark so you can shine chilled

Weird means different, noticed by the indifference and relatable.
— be you

Smile, that fucks w/ people

A combination of the water and m00n.

The manifestation is in the pulling

The gratitude is the releasing

I’m ready…

The thing about being ready is staying ready, being tense and focused drains you..

Emotionally

Psychologically

Physically

Relaxing the body is being active,
and words do matter

What ever I am on this planet, I honor you.

When ever I am on this planet, heal you.

Where ever I am on this planet, blossom flower you.

Detox detox detox detox detox

I don’t wanna die the (hu)man I am today.

If asked ’bout me,
If asked me,

I probably never tell you,
I can’t even phantom, what my misguided ways gave birth to perspectives, ’bout me.

I don’t wanna live as the (hu)man I am today.

Big imagination without a single dream

How can we cultivate this more

Is there a war against it? Flooding us with tragedy and wars that can be stopped, over stimulated with negative emotions gets heavy and overall suppressing to feel and just do.

People doesn’t have the handle with care tag any more.